13 December, 2010

Another Anniversary

Musings.

A year has past, yet again, in this life I am living. I suppose it is somewhat natural, then, to look back and decide how one feels about time spent, things seen or experienced, and overall success. I cannot help but feel that I have not accomplished much of anything, aside from simply surviving. Now were my goals quite simple and were survival quite unassured, I would possibly be extremely content. I do have goals, though, and I would very much like to accomplish something with this life while I have it.

Then I lead straight away to considering how is it that we as humans define success over time. Certainly it is the sort of thing to be determined by each individual, but as I look at others' definitions I have a hard time relating to any of them. I have no interest in money, nor power, nor fame. I have relatively small aims and perhaps that is what is disappointing. If I were to reach higher and still not achieve, then I would be able to say, well I desired too much.

All of this aside, I was able to see much, I was able to speak to many, and I even enjoyed some of the work I did. At what point is it necessary to cut out things that get in the way of personal goals? Even if some of these are required?






Work?






Eat?









Sleep?











In my mind I am willing to do all that is necessary. But only the year upcoming will show my true will in these matters. And others.









Post Script: A proud moment.

05 April, 2010

Life In April

Documentary

I wore a suit last Friday. Just to see what it felt like to be in a suit in New York. At first I was hesitant, but mostly that came from the walk from my apartment to the A train. I felt out of place and certainly overdressed. It only worsened on the train, as many blue collar workers joined me on our joint commute into the city. I did not feel that I was suddenly better than any of them, but I felt that they might have thought so. One woman on the train kept looking at me, but perhaps she was just curious why this lone white man was on her train, wearing a suit. If she had asked, I would not have been able to give her any real insight. Other than I was bored. And that I wanted to. Once I switched to the F train I was immediately just one of the crowd, though. It is interesting how diverse yet segregated (in a way) the trains are here. It is something that I have thought about many times since living here. Each train has a certain type of crowd, which I suppose makes sense based on the area it serves, and therefore, you could assume, the economic class it serves. But more than that, each train has a particular feel. This is a little harder to describe, but I feel, pretty obvious once you experience it. Anyway, I was way overdressed for work, of course, but there is something that nice clothes can do for you that I am interested in. Sure it can add confidence if you feel good about yourself, but is there more than that? Perhaps. I am mostly interested in it because I like the idea of the suit as a uniform. Anything that can simplify my life is interesting to me. And I doubt that any time soon, or maybe, ever, I will have the reason to wear a suit everyday. But I could see myself having one, maybe two simple black suits. A few white dress shirts, and some ties and being completely happy. Because it is a uniform in a way, but it is also so customizable. It is sort of a great thing.

[Editor's Note] After further reflection on this I decided that it was sort of an interesting social experiment. For whatever I felt, certainly by doing something out of the ordinary I inspired others to feel also. And I think that I made people uncomfortable. Everyone that I work with could not really understand that I was just wearing a suit. I can not even count the number of times that separate people asked "Where are you going?" or even the simpler, "Why?". I suppose that it was ultimately my fault for not being able to fully explain myself. But I really did not believe that I had to. For what it's worth, I think we could all use a little more of the out-of-ordinary routine.

Not sure why I was thinking about all of this, but there it is. It has gotten quite hot recently here. But only for a couple hours a day. It still cools off in the mornings and evenings and I like it. I am heading back to Florida for five days starting late Wednesday. It will be my longest time away from the city since moving here. And my first return to my prior home. It will be interesting to see how the dynamics have changed.

22 March, 2010

Nothing Is Ever Lost, On A Well-Worn Path

Observation.




As I looked across the train I could not help but notice the casually dressed gentleman standing across from me. Had it been a busier time of day he would most certainly have been obscured from view. This day, though, he was quite apparent. He was sporting an extra long trench coat, which although potentially stylish, on his average frame only served to shorten him. The peculiar aspect of this man was not his attire. Immediately after boarding he retrieved a large key ring from his backpack. The sort you would expect a janitor to carry on his hip. Upon inspecting them for a minute or two, my subject of entertainment for this commute found a number of colored key holders, the sort that encapsulate the large part of the key, in his pocket. These items were of various shapes and sizes, not in the least uniform. Yet it appeared that the intelligent organizer had a very accurate system to maintain. He would carefully select a key from his collection, remove it from the ring, add the colored label, and return it to its rightful place. It was an odd event to witness, as it seemed nearly impossible to keep track of all of these different keys. And further, one would think that adding random colors to these keys could not help to identify them in the future. Yet the wise man continued on until all that was left was a single black key holder in his palm. This last piece he considered for some time. In the end he would settle upon a key that was suitable. It was clear that this was not his ideal, but it did not seem to bother him for more than a minute. The result of this labor was a key ring twice the size of the original. I had to think, ‘why does this man have all of these keys? What is he the guardian of?’ Sure I only have three keys on my key ring, but I probably cling to things in a similar fashion. Whether it be clothing, keepsakes, or more valuable items, are they not all accessories to this life? And ultimately are they not just as useless as a key to what is likely a forgotten lock, or even an old apartment?

18 March, 2010

St. Patrick's Day

Had a pleasant evening with good friends last night. Culminating in some rather average dessert, it began quite pleasantly as I enjoyed a pint with Chris and Scott. It is a rather silly holiday in part (the part with silly hats and people in bars and people drunk by noon) but part of it is nice. I think anything that promotes friendship and consuming wonderful things should be encouraged. I suppose anything good can be tainted by hooligans though, so you just cannot expect too much. It was nice to experience it in NYC though, and as long as you avoid the bars with patrons literally spilling out on the streets you can find some nice things. A highlight was Ace Bar, which just happened to be nearly deserted and we were able to enjoy billiards and darts in relative peace. I hope wherever you were that you were able to enjoy at least a bit of it and if not, then take heart because spring is on its way (for more on this subject and a brief excerpt on current trending pop music, please visit my WordPress page).

03 March, 2010

More Of The New

Two new posts over at my WordPress location. I have not yet forsaken you, Blogger. Do not fret.

24 February, 2010

Changes Around Town

Real-Time Update

Changed some things around at my alternate blog. Not sure if I will make the switch permanently or anything just yet. But WordPress is just proving more and more superior as time goes by. Not that it is Blogger's fault. I think it just is more suitable for most things. And it looks really nice. So feel free to wander over if you like. I posted a lengthy update on the music I have encountered recently.

Hope all is well,

15 February, 2010

Freedom Blog

A FUTUREBLOG Production

I reckon that I have not updated this in quite some time. I am ambitious to bring it back to life though. First I must make my announcement of freedom. Three days ago was my last day as a full time employee of Express LLC. And having only been released for three days, I am not sure what the consequences are in full, but so far it feels right. I have wonderful plans and hopes and dreams in my head as to what I will do with my freedom. I just hope that I get around to all of them.

One of my new projects that has just got off the ground is serving as a contributor for a new music blog called Paper Trail. I have written a couple little reviews so far and am looking forward to getting more involved over the next few months, writing concert reviews, taking pictures, maybe getting into some free shows. Anyway, I will let you know how that progresses. But so far so good. And it is nice to write with a purpose again.

Another happening is my continuing work with Dan Towne Hall on his upcoming Cygnet Wings debut. I think we are nearing completion on one of the five tracks, while the others await some general clean up, a few vocal additions, and some mixing. It is all quite thrilling and will hopefully be delightful to listen to.

With the advent of my freedom, I suppose the next step is getting healthy. The doc tells me that I have a sinus infection. After taking all five doses of my antibiotic, I am not sure that I feel any better. So we will just have to hope that changes soon. Who knows.

Not sure what else there is. I am looking forward to living a life again. A real one. Things are looking up. Hope they are doing the same for you.

03 February, 2010

February Begins And So Do We

Update

Dear readers, we have already blown through an entire month of this new year. And although it has gone by quickly, I feel alive. More-so than years past. This truly is a year for following your dreams and accomplishing things that you have put off in the past. It is slightly discomforting, but I cannot help but feel that the end will be worth it. So take heart, if any of you are feeling concerned, or uneasy. Things are never as bad as they seem, and although it often appears that we have no choice in this life, ultimately we are the controlling factor. And there is always a choice.

My associates and I attended a fabulous Lost-themed event last night. It was really a sight to behold. Free island-inspired cocktails from 7-8, a Lost-themed band (including a sing-a-long refrain "I once was found, but now I'm lost, and all my friends are dead" right before the show began) and comedy show (though horrible) 8-9, and then two hours of glorious t.v., the likes of which no movie could best. The venue (The Bell House, in Brooklyn) had every little detail in place, even down to the replica Oceanic Air raffle tickets (I may have to take a picture of this to prove it, I didn't believe it either). The show was great, and no doubt was aided by the crowd. They were (maybe 400 or so) at once enthusiastic and thoughtful. No word was missed, but there was plenty of cheering. Taking an emotional ride the likes of two hours of Lost, with 400 strangers joined by a common interest is such a great feeling. And only in New York. I am sure there were Lost parties elsewhere. But how could they compete? Next step is to call my dear friend C. Ryan Fields for an update.

Good luck with the rest of the week,

29 January, 2010

Into Poverty I Go (Deeper)

Reality

I will be leaving my 'cushy' full time position with Express LLC. This will happen in two weeks. And by leaving I mean stepping into a part-time position so as to have control of my schedule. And therefore, my destiny. It was pay week this week. Which is usually so exciting. Except that the large majority is already written off to rent. And by large I mean, well, I am afraid to calculate the percentage. It may be above the ninety range. At any rate, I do not need money to be happy, but I would like to eat. And live. I am hoping that at least one of those things will be solved by leaving the retail front. But the point is, that I am already starting to fear the decision I have made. Will I be able to survive out there in the cold? I certainly stand to make more money, but while it is not guaranteed each two weeks to produce a paycheck, I think I may have entered the most impoverished time of my life. Which is exciting in a way. Half because it rather suits me being poor. Half because leaving Express could be wonderful for my mental health. I think I have reached previously unreachable levels of unappreciatedness (apologies for the created word), while employed there. So take rest, dear reader, if ever (read: when) you are unappreciated, know that there has been someone before you that has endured worse (possibly, I wouldn't dare make that claim without knowing the circumstances, of course).

Because of this poverty, I have stopped eating. Which suits me as well.

That may be all I have for now.

Cheers,

G. Alan Busch Jr.

Post Script. Traveling to Brooklyn today over the water (via bridge, the Q train) I was inspired. It may have something to do with listening to A.A. Bondy while in the train. His particular brand of folk just reminds me of the road (do listen to his latest album "When The Devil's Loose", or at the very least, its opening track "The Mightiest of Guns"). If I do not get out there soon I fear I may perish. On the spot.

25 January, 2010

And Now For The Past

Photographic Journey.

I realize that I have gotten ahead of myself. I posted some information here without really delving into the changes that have occurred of late. The pictures will tell the tale.

First. Christopher B. Hiatt comes to town. He lives on an air mattress for a time. Now he does not.



Second. In hopes of saving space, and lives, Christopher B. Hiatt, Dan Towne Hall, and myself acquire a bed from Sarah E. Ruff. We carry it one and a third miles from her apartment to ours. This takes two trips.



Third. We set up the new bed. We acquire further storage solutions from a local retailer. We rejoice.



This really did happen. It takes a long time to move things in the city. But, the adventure continues. Good luck to everybody out there.




Post Script: February approaches, along with my six month milestone in this location. I could not help but feel the other day, that I belonged here.


19 January, 2010

Making Our Way Through

Documentary.

Crunch time has arrived at Dean St. Studio (the name I just invented for our apartment). Dan Towne Hall has announced his official departure date as January 31st. It pains me to say that he will be leaving us. But over the next two weeks there will be many distractions. First and foremost we are attempting to finish all the recording we have left so that I might be able to mix the tracks after he leaves, and through the magic of the interwebs, come to an agreement on the mixes, and finally have a worthy copy of these songs that have been on our minds for nearly six months now. It is exciting to me because I think every time I have attempted to record something by myself I never end up seeing the completed product. And I feel (and hope) that we will be proud of the result. I know that I will be excited to share it when it is done.

I will update this post at a later date with a photograph or two of our newly arranged apartment. With the advent of Christopher B. Hiatt moving in, it took a little work (and a free bed courtesy of Sarah E. Ruff) and a little Ikea, but we are excited about the newfound space. For now, as a teaser, let us just say that we comfortably fit three beds into our bedroom. And over the next three weeks we will be hosting various siblings and guests in our living room. It is an interesting time in Brooklyn. And 2010 still looks promising.

Edit: Days later, I get around to locating the internet. And having thought ahead to upload some new photographs, have arrived to add the promised media.







From Top:

One. Look at how perplexed our face is.
Two. Out of focus. I cannot help but like it even though it shows nothing.
Three. New shoe racks. Maybe the best addition.
Four. Living area. Although it has already changed to house more tenants, note the new shelf on the left wall. Now stop looking at it. It is ours.
Five. New bed install. New arrangement. Three mattresses in one room. Beneath photo lies Dan, sort of 'L' shape with the new bed. So he is half underneath our mini-loft. The pillow at the top of photo is the head of the third bed. I don't have to mention the hanging solution that sections off the room. Multi-purpose. Multi-faceted. Multi-mate.

Cheers,

G. Alan Busch Jr.

Post script. I recently decided that I am going to be famous. Maybe this is the year.

Post post script. I love wordplay. I may be addicted. Also this post has given me formatting headaches. It feels like an ice cream headache made of paragraphs.

Post post post script. Christopher B. Hiatt found ourselves at Bryant Park on one of the last days of the free ice skating rink. The line was long, and we were busy, but it was nice to see.


13 January, 2010

The Great Escape

Documentary

The non-fiction posts continue I am afraid. Though I am happily considering my next fictional post.

This year has brought me new hope somehow. I suppose, that this could have happened at any given time, but it just so happens that it coincided with the turn of the decade.

New Years Eve 2009. Depressing. I think I worked an eleven or twelve hour shift at the store. It was particularly bad because aside from the normal 'house-keeping' tasks that I do since others are incapable (though upon consideration I imagine janitors get paid more) I had to act as a cashier for three hours. At first I was happy for the change of scenery, but quickly realised that I would not be able to leave this little area for some time. And after dealing with people (some rude, some not) for that long it made sorting hangers (yes, seriously) that much more exciting. At this point, I was ready to give up. And almost certainly had resigned myself to the upcoming year of day in and day out retail work.

New Years Day 2010. Tired. Had to be at the store early in the morning. In contrast to the previous day, however, I could not help but to begin to plan my escape. It has been a long time coming, and I have thought many times that it would be easier and safer to continue in the environment I am in (easier and safer financially maybe, not sure that refers to my sanity). Despite the risk, I began plotting and strategizing.

It is hard to go out on a limb for something that you think will make you happier. By no means do I need money to be happy, but I like to be entertained and I like to live. I think that freelancing will offer me the chance to have both of those things. And if I have to be even closer to poverty than I am now in order to be less unhappy with things, than I think I can deal with that consequence.

It has been difficult having to turn down good opportunities in the theatre world while busy at Express. I think once I no longer have to do that I will begin meeting more people that are like-minded. And more than that, people that are involved in other projects that I might be able to be a part of. Anyway that I look at it, if I do not try it soon, I am afraid that I never will.

Here goes.

11 January, 2010

The Cold Air Pushes Hard On You

Non-Fiction

The title is a reference to a song written by the Great Lake Swimmers. I will go ahead and say it is my recommendation for the day because it is fantastic. The track is titled 'Changing Colours', find it.

First, I feel bad about how this year has started for my blog.

Neglected.

Ignored.



Cold.



But I am rather determined to overcome this start and refresh the content herein. I began to draft a post on the train the other day, and will attempt to follow my notes here, but because of my lack of writing I fear that it will be a disjointed post. But you have to start somewhere.

As with anything New York and winter, I should begin with the cold. It is all-encompassing (though recent small victory, the heat the in apartment has increased from a slightly bearable average of 60 to a relatively comfortable average 68). Despite how cutting the cold and wind can be (and its true, no layers can stop the wind when it gusts anywhere from 30-40 miles per hour), it is inspiring in a way. Something about the cold makes me feel a strong need to have only what I need for survival with me anytime I leave my apartment. This has always been an attractive idea to me, and I am fairly certain that I would be much happier if I only owned what I could fit on my back.

This has made me think how it is so easy in this life to gather things that we do not need yet feel compelled in some way to own or to have nearby. Before my move to the city I felt pretty positive about the push I made to rid myself of items that I either did not use or determined that I did not need. By no means did I rid myself of all my belongings, but I was content with the amount of stuff I had at that point. And already, a mere six months later I feel burdened with the new things I have acquired. I am not sure how it all happens so quickly. But it will be a tendency that I will fight for the rest of my days.

Oh to be on the road with nothing holding me back.

GAB



Post script. CBH's triumphant return to NYC is now realised. I have included a photo as a means of proof (and for all you iphone users the CameraBag app is wonderful). You can find his blog here.


Post post script. Passion Pit with Robin and the above was a success. Odds were they would let us down, but it was with joy that we received their very tidy and sincere performance (at a completely sold out Terminal 5, line of sight was slightly obscured, but here is what I captured).


22 December, 2009

Winter 2009

A Narrative

Greetings, I hope all is well with the world out there. As for my absence, there are a couple of reasons. First, I was supposed to have a glorious vacation in Colorado skiing for a couple of days. As fate would have it, I came down with some sort of awful sickness on day two and was unable to perform the physical requirements of skiing. At least I fit in one day. And it was nice to see family.

Regarding this sickness. It seems to have the lingering qualities of a hibernating bear. Which I guess isn't all bad. I have sort of accepted it as a part of me now. If its course continues at this rate, I may be healthy early next year.

The next event of note is NYC's participation in this winter storm, this weekend past. Apparently it came up from the south and many places received large amounts of precipitation. As for us, we welcomed almost a foot in the city and most of the five boroughs. I was fortunate to have the weekend away from work and enjoyed sitting at home watching the snow. It was absurd to have so much come down within twenty four hours, but I guess that happens from time to time. I began to document this event photographically after the snow fell.



This is the view out of our 'roof terrace'. The first adventure was getting out of the building. Not much snow had been cleared off of sidewalks or steps yet, so the steps to the building were obscured to say the least. At any rate, Dan and I decided to check out the park, so we went.



This is Eastern Parkway. A lovely little walkway really, I am on parts of it everyday. It really has come into its own with the advent of winter though. It traverses through Brooklyn and passes the main cultural area that holds the museum, public library, and some other nice things.



I love how this picture turned out. The woman (admittedly inadvertent) looks so peaceful out there. It is particularly great since they did not pave the main road through the park, yet you can tell she is still following the path if you look at the lamppost. I think I may have one more to share before I bore you.



Once in the park, it was one of the most interesting sites. There were literally people everywhere. It was difficult to capture in a single frame, but this was my favorite attempt. It was the most like a community that I have felt since living here, which was sort of refreshing.

The only other thing of note that has happened here is a fairly lame holiday party for the folks at NYU's theatre. I went thinking there would be more people there that I could meet or at least see one more time before next year. But out of the people that I like that work there, only a couple were at the party. It was still nice though, I just wish I weren't so easily annoyed by people sometimes. But then again I don't know if I would wish for that.

Warmest wintry regards,

G. Alan Busch Jr.

Post Script: I do not know if I have heard any wonderful new music lately. But if you haven't, do give the Sun Giant EP a listen again. It is worth revisiting.

21 December, 2009

Mobile blog test
Update: still here, alive despite being under the weather. A new wintry post is in the works with full multimedia components of course. Hope everybody is well.

08 December, 2009

Experiencing Bliss

A Concert Description

I am not sure that I could ever fully communicate the experience of this Friday past to anyone, verbally or otherwise. Perhaps a full video documentary would do it justice, but even then it would have to be a fairly detailed one as even capturing the feeling of the audience would prove difficult: possibly. Nevertheless, I feel inspired to try.

The lights went down, the room remained lit only be a few chandeliers of red light hanging from the sixty foot ceiling. Webster Hall is kind of a cool place, it is quite large, and whatever building it is in is some sort of mix between ornate and old fashioned. It was probably built during New York's heyday. The venue is upstairs with some sort of intermediary venue on the entry level, and in between is all
sorts of strange dimly lit hallways and staircases (probably marble, who knows) which made for a difficult journey getting out, but was still neat. The energy inside is probably the hardest thing to put into words. I suppose for any concert people get excited and all that, but it was somehow different for Mew. Once the lights went out, it was as if everyone became a family. Where once one would be annoyed by all the close proximity people bumping and others shoving their way by, one was now not only indifferent, but welcoming of others inviting themselves into ones personal space; hoping that others could see as well. Silas Bjerre, the drummer was the first to take the stage, entering from stage right and sitting at the drums, which were also stage right, which was a welcome change from having them in the very back. There was a little track playing, but the music really began with this vicious drum beat, to which the guitar player, nay virtuoso, Bo Madsen entered and took up his part of an unknown, near-funk-jam opening number. The fellow on keys followed and added a few little parts to this intro and the bass player entered, and last the frontman Jonas Utke Graae Jorgenson. Jonas was handed a guitar, and seamlessly the band picked up the intro track to their opus ...And The Glass Handed Kites, a track titled 'Circuitry of the Wolf'. It is hard to describe how talented these guys really are. Their command of dynamics and timing is really amazing to witness. They are certainly masters of their craft, and it helps that it is clear how much they enjoy making music with each other. A marvelous addition to their performance were occasional (never over-used, but always there when you needed it) videos, animated by Jonas, and possibly some artists they know. The set unfolded without a hitch, or a dull moment. It was a perfect selection of order, emotion, and intensity. A handful of delightful numbers in, just when you were thinking a break would be nice, they would say 'thank you', and entered a short solo period for Jonas on keys, then they would build back up, with a short track by the band sans Jonas, then all would come together and play a few more. Altogether they played seventeen songs (certainly 'Introducing the Palace Players', track two off of the latest album, was a highlight), plus two as an encore, and probably lasted close to two hours. They did not speak much and it was exactly what you wanted. Most of their transitions were led by the synths, and once by a video that became a speaking dog of some sort.

Jonas is one of the most awkward frontmen you will ever see, but somehow it is just right. He has a way of standing almost perfectly still, singing with great posture, and then pausing and looking around, quite straight-faced, during downtimes. Though he struggled at times during the performance, he still was able to amaze with his range and dynamics. He does get into the music on occasion, and moves a little, but most of his expression is with his hands. Otherwise, he is all business, and despite himself is quite charismatic. It is hard to watch anybody else, you find yourself watching him, wondering what he will do next, what he might be thinking.

The light show was one of the more entertaining aspects of the show. Aside from the great lighting provided by a truss that they must travel with, the videos were an integral part of the light show. At times the large screen at the back of the stage would have animations to go along with the songs, and that coupled with great use of strobes and backlight was really a perfect aide on the emotional journey. High energy movements would have tons of light along with it, sometimes even just lines on the screen moving quickly made you feel like you were moving from where you were, and in your mind, you really were.

The whole experience took you to a place that you always wanted to go, but never knew existed.

And the entire crowd experience was unlike I have ever witnessed. Aside from the passionate fans singing along (never to the point that it was annoying (somehow even the fans were appropriate) just when it was big enough to merit) it was all so joyful, even when brushed past you would look at your neighbors, and they just could not stop smiling. To say it was all surreal would probably be cliche, but there is not another way to describe it that I can think of.

I wish everyone, everywhere could have experienced that night. The world would be better off with a wonderful memory like that to keep it warm.

Warmest regards dear Frengers,

Post Script: For additional (and decent quality) photos, please visit Brooklyn Vegan's post about the subject.

Post Post Script: Do your ears a favor and listen to the new track from the upcoming Jonsi solo release. Due out in March 2010. Oh my.

02 December, 2009

Written In Reverse

Stream of Consciousness

He lived alone. Working as the night time doorman in an inconsequential building on the lower east side occupied the majority of his time. It was a steady job and he was not one to complain. There were numerous benefits working the night shift, he would tell himself, and anybody who bothered asking. And in part, this was true. He enjoyed avoiding the typical rush hour scene, and he enjoyed feeling alone in the big city. The five-and-a-half block walk from the train station to his one-bedroom apartment was one of the more peaceful experiences he could remember in his life. And it was one that he was granted five times a week. He was welcomed home each day by the motion activated outdoor light of his neighbor's place, and he genuinely felt welcomed each day.

Some little things did bother him about his unconventional schedule. If he chose to sleep in, he did not like getting his mail in the evening. It was the principal of the thing that bothered him most. All his life he had habitually checked his mailbox upon returning home from work, while it was still daylight. Now, if he passed his mailbox on his way out he would have to think all night about what might have been waiting for him, and what he might have missed. Even with the steady decline in postal service, he remained a committed follower. Aside from the stereotypical bill, he received many subscriptions to magazines and even maintained a correspondence with his mother via post. All this could be avoided, however, simply by checking the mail prior to leaving for the evening, but he was an efficient person by nature, and it was difficult for him to make a trip down the three flights of stairs simply to check the mail, and perhaps return upstairs empty-handed.

Life went on for him for some time. It was easy to be content, or at the very least to convince himself that he was content. He required no human contact other than his everyday interactions with Nick as he took over the post, and then with Dwayne, as he was relieved. He kept in touch with the news each morning and night whether at home or at work, and was never too far behind in the family gossip as his mother wrote at the least, once a week. On occasion he would wonder whether or not it would be worth changing the direction of his life. But there was a greater fear of making things worse that restricted him from thinking any further. And when he thought that perhaps this was some psychological issue to be dealt with, he again shrank away from the idea for fear of the chance that he may end up in a worse way than he was. So things remained. He never missed a day of work, and he renewed his magazine subscriptions on time.



Post Script: Track recommendation: Efterklang - "Modern Drift". Thanks to the ever-present and ever-gracious Daniel T. Hall for his lead to this treat.

Post Post Script: I have decided that I hate how this blog has started. And I blame myself. But I am determined to right the ship (no idea how difficult it was to restrain myself from "write the ship", evidently, too difficult). So, even if I am the only one reading this, I will attempt to please me more in the future. Somehow.

28 November, 2009

Filler

I would like so offer something of substance, but I do not have anything just yet. My next post will be a review of The Fantastic Mr. Fox.

For now, my current track review: "Ultimate Satisfaction" - Bear in Heaven.

First, for Chris, yes this is a real band name, and it is wonderful.

This is a pretty dense and complicated track to listen to, as it starts a little chaotically, perhaps only because of where it is taken out of the album. But I think the initial chaos is what makes the refrain so beautiful. When the elements all come together it is difficult not to pay attention. From the brilliantly timed (and panned) hi-hat hits to the clever and often changing synths, it is a good thing it repeats a few times throughout as it takes a repeated listen to really take in all that it has to offer. As I listen to it I find myself not placing the vocals in the forefront, whether a product of the production or a natural reaction to all the different sounds, I think it makes sense, as the whole product is really one piece. To finish, the outro does not just take up space, it evolves until its last second and in a way allows the listener to reflect on the past couple minutes, which in all, creates a delightful experience. I do hope you give it a chance.


Regards,

Public Opening and Purpose Statement

So, I must admit that I was a bit hasty in my beginning. And I am here now to right the ship, as they say, and begin anew. The following is, and will serve as, my...


Purpose Statement

I find it important to have one of these to begin this season of the blog. I was going to start with what I do NOT intend to do, but I am afraid that would turn into more of a personal commentary on what I think of the stereotypical blog in current culture, therefore I am offering what I do intend.

First and foremost I have established this blog to motivate myself to return to intellectual society. Not that I have left it completely, but my hope is that I can hold myself accountable, if only to myself, with this, and in doing so feel a bit better about things. The content is still a work in progress but I intend to include most of the following on a regular, or semi-regular basis.

I hope to include original literary works on a weekly or bi-weekly (perhaps more realistic) basis.
I will have some music/film/theatre reviews on a regular basis, hopefully something musical will occur naturally in every post.

As for the rest, I remain open to suggestions, and should some brilliant idea come to me I will try to add it. I do think it is reasonable to include photography from time to time, but I need to get back into the habit of it first.

I hope this will be worthwhile to some, at any rate, feel free to join me as I attempt to better myself, and keep myself sane.

Cheers to all,

21 November, 2009

So It Begins

Greetings, fellow humans!

Welcome to the beginning of something new. I am still mulling over what content will be included, but rest assured that it will be a splendid potpourri of daily entries with varying subjects, but hopefully some continuity. I will probably attempt to include something musical each day. Hopefully it will be worthy of reading.

Today's track review: Blind Pilot - "One Red Thread"
Discovered this little gem on Paste the other day and fell victim to its immediate charms. It seems that Blind Pilot is your run-of-the-mill indie folk band at first listen, but they have something working for them that the slew of similar bands do not. It is hard to pinpoint what that quality it, but have a listen for yourself, you will not regret it. Most interesting to me in this track is their use of tempo, wherein the verse movements have a more upbeat, and frankly quite catchy, feel while the chorus or refrain section has a drastically slower tempo, is more complex and is probably something you would not find yourself singing along to later in the day. Anyway, check it out : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMyVFTwelwo
The Next Step: Just go ahead and buy the whole album 3 Rounds And A Sound, it will keep you satisfied until the end of fall, I guarantee it.

Cheers, fair world,

G. Alan Busch Jr.